| Location | York |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 22/04/2006 |
| Date of Death | 22/04/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,839 since 07/11/2008 |
| Creator |
we found out we were expecting you march 5th 2006 on your mummy's birthday, daddy and i were so excited when we found out, we had loads of ideas of what we'd do with you once you were here. Everything was going well until thursday 20th april when i started spotting, i mentioned this to the mw and was booked in for a scan the following monday. Unfortunately on saturday 22nd april 2006 things steadily took a turn for the worse, i ended up going into hospital where a scan the following day showed you were no more, you had already passed. Our world froze at that moment, all our hopes and dreams were gone.
We are so sorry we never got to meet you, we hope you are happy in heaven, looking after all the new angels and playing with your friends.
I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in other's eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some women are like me and ache daily as they try to walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so that they don't hurt quite so much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think
about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
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merry christmas
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Free the butterflies-
I'll be there
to see them soar
upon the air.
Know my spirit
is on the wing,
feel my laughter-
hear me sing.
Forever in your dreams
always in your heart.
Fran LeMasters
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*•. .•* *JuSt Dr0pPiN ThRu T0 Sh0W Y0u SOME L0vE!
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A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life aint so bad.
Now I've given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when they're shared
So pass one on to show you care.
margaret armitage
5 years ago today we found out we were expecting you, it was to be the start of a whole new chapter in our lives, although in not the way we expected it has been so, thanks to you my sweet we have made and met some lovely friends although we would rather have you here with us.
we love you always and forever
mummy and daddy
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If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.
There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
To say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.
♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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___________Year Brings You Loads Of
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_________I Hope You Have A Nice Day On
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______Lots Of Nice Foods, And Candies. I Hope
_____That Santa Is Good To You As Well And He
___Brings You Loads Of Presents On Christmas Day
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XOXO
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~~ ♥ ~~ WHATS IT LIKE THIS PAIN ~~ ♥ ~~
IT'S LIKE:
A hole with no bottom
A hill with no top
A road with no bend
A night with no end.
It's as if its not happened
It's as if its not true
Its' as if its a dream
Yet a numbness seeps through.
There's a feeling of emptiness
A gap to be filled
There's a feeling of loneliness
That cannot be filled.
They say time"s a healer
How long will it take?
I cant see it ending
It's a permanent ache.
Life as no meaning
Yet it as to go on
I find it so hard
I feel so alone.
No one will ever know
The depth of my sorrow
I just have to trust
There'll be a better tomorrow.
May god give me strength
To keep on going
To get through this pain
To feel real again.
I'll never get over it
Of that I am sure
But I'll give time a chance
And hope for a cure.
Time's without end
Love is too
I'll never forget you
I'll always miss you...
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~~ ♥ ~~ THATS WHAT ITS LIKE ~~ ♥ ~~
~~Grieving Mother~~
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We have shared our tears and our sorrow
we have given encouragement to each other
given hope for a brighter tomorrow
we share the title of GRIEVING MOTHER ~~
Some of us lost older daughters or sons
who we watched grow over the years
some have lost their babies before their lives begun
but no matter the age, we cry the same tears ~~
We understand each others pain
the bond we share is very strong
with each other there is no need to explain
the path we walk is hard and long ~~
Our children brought us together
they didn't want us on this journey alone
they knew we needed each other
to survive the pain of them being gone ~~
So take my hand my friend
we may stumble and fall along the way
but we'll get up and try again
because together we can make it day by day ~~
We can give each other hope
we'll create a place where we belong
together we will find ways to cope
because we are angel mums
and together we are strong ~~
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